Wednesday, April 28, 2010
The 3 avatars !
I just happened to scroll down and see the nonsense i been writing for sometime !
I cant believe that i been bullshitting so much . Its full of sick love stories and some other sentimental crap !! Its quite visible that i have not been laid for a long time.
I thought about how to change this situation , and meditated for 75 hours straight . Lalit Modi , Sania Mirza and Rakhi Sawant appeared in my meditation,and i recieved 3 different suggestions to improve my blog.
Laliit M : Take a break for 6 months . You will be back with a bang.
Sania Mirza : Get married to a Pakistani/Afghani etc , your blog will get the maximum media coverage.
Rakhi Sawant : For every problem in the world , there is only one solution . Take it off !!
When it comes to advices , you can only trust the most intelligent ! This had been a close contest ,yet i made my decision ,
OFF goes my blog template ...
Moments when you feel great !
There are moments in each and every one of our lives , when certain small things happen , which just brightens up your life . No , it will not change your life for ever , but will make you feel alive.
A normal wednesday night , roaming around facebook and planning to go to sleep. Then this happens ,
XXXXX hi Aravind
11:31pmMe hi
11:31pmXXXXX how r u
11:31pmMe good , n u?
I check my huge friend list , and checks his pic .We have some common friends , but i am not able to recognise who he is . I am wondering why he is pinging me , but i always show some courtsey , and decided to ask him something,
11:32pmMe were are you?
11:33pmXXXXX in london
doing my masters
how is life ?
11:33pm Me
life is same
and ordinary
;);)
11:34pmXXXXX
want to tel u sumtng...... saw ur short film. good effort from ur side. can see how much u have worked for it
keep the good work gng!
This is the moment i am talking about ...
11:35pmXXXXX
yum man i was disccussing it wit my frnd
11:35pmXXXXX
huh u r gr8
11:35pmXXXXX
nice
r u working on any such films now?
NO , he is not gay . I am sure he dont even really remember me . I also know i am being overexcited for a small appreciation . I have recieved such appreciations in the past as well . But all i am saying is that , moments like this can make you feel something , something which tells you that there is some good reason why you are alive .
Me
bye
thanks for the suport
:):)
A normal wednesday night , roaming around facebook and planning to go to sleep. Then this happens ,
XXXXX hi Aravind
11:31pmMe hi
11:31pmXXXXX how r u
11:31pmMe good , n u?
I check my huge friend list , and checks his pic .We have some common friends , but i am not able to recognise who he is . I am wondering why he is pinging me , but i always show some courtsey , and decided to ask him something,
11:32pmMe were are you?
11:33pmXXXXX in london
doing my masters
how is life ?
11:33pm Me
life is same
and ordinary
;);)
11:34pmXXXXX
want to tel u sumtng...... saw ur short film. good effort from ur side. can see how much u have worked for it
keep the good work gng!
This is the moment i am talking about ...
11:35pmXXXXX
yum man i was disccussing it wit my frnd
11:35pmXXXXX
huh u r gr8
11:35pmXXXXX
nice
r u working on any such films now?
NO , he is not gay . I am sure he dont even really remember me . I also know i am being overexcited for a small appreciation . I have recieved such appreciations in the past as well . But all i am saying is that , moments like this can make you feel something , something which tells you that there is some good reason why you are alive .
Me
bye
thanks for the suport
:):)
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
The biggest challenge in life !
You know what the biggest challenge in life is ?
It is to identify what you really want in life ., and have the courage to believe and pursue it.
Im 25 years old and i am so confused . The problem is that , i kinda know what i want in life , but i am lacking the courage to pursue it .Let me explain ,
Current situation :
I am a network engineer , i earn a decent salary , i do a nice job , and i live in Chennai. I have loads of friends and contacts in here , i love the place except for the weather.
What i want in life :
I want to be a successful engineer , earning a huge salary. I want to be a writer ,i want to make a movie , i want to run a business , i want to be involved with the film industry and i want to take care of my family . I want to be closer to my girl.
What the problem is :
" Hey , where is your son now ? My son is in US/UK ."
" Hey , where is your brother now ? "
" Hey , so where is your boyfriend ? "
" Why cant he go to US ? "
" Oh , he has never been there ? I been in 3 countries "
" You dont know man , the blondes! Oh , i love Europe "
Another reason , is .., any guesses ?
Ha ha , you got it .Its her !
She is in Europe and loves the place . I am not blaming her , its just the difference in perception . I want to be near to her , and is worried whether i would lose her if we continue this long distance thing for a long time . But if i force her to come back here , she wont be happy . So whats the option left ? She might end up getting a job there , and why would her parents have to think about me then ?
The 'US Mappilai' is available for plenty .
When i think about it , if i really try , i would get a PR . But then , what for ? Work experience ? When it comes to computer engineering , i dont think there is anything much for me to 'experience' in there . Everything there is outsourced here.
How about my movie dreams ? People say that i can still do a course or something there. But , i already have good connections in here , and when it comes to movie industry, contacts are the most important thing .
How about my family ? Do i really want to leave them and live there ?
And all this for what ?
Yes , i love Europe and America , i love football , the snowfall , the culture . But , i just want see all that , i dont want to live there .
If i am a little patient , i am sure i would get a chance to travel . But i am getting impatient .
Why is this happening to me ? Why cant i believe in what i want , and just be patient ?
Am i doing a wrong thing by staying back here ? I am not sure , but i feel this is the right thing . This girl i am speaking about is sensible , and would understand me . But still , certain things confuse me .
What you guys say ? Should i follow what the society is asking me to do or should i follow what my heart says ?
What is more important ? Your dreams or your love ?
Would i be doing a mistake by following what my heart says ? and more importantly , what is the meaning of ,
"Its your call buddy" ???
It is to identify what you really want in life ., and have the courage to believe and pursue it.
Im 25 years old and i am so confused . The problem is that , i kinda know what i want in life , but i am lacking the courage to pursue it .Let me explain ,
Current situation :
I am a network engineer , i earn a decent salary , i do a nice job , and i live in Chennai. I have loads of friends and contacts in here , i love the place except for the weather.
What i want in life :
I want to be a successful engineer , earning a huge salary. I want to be a writer ,i want to make a movie , i want to run a business , i want to be involved with the film industry and i want to take care of my family . I want to be closer to my girl.
What the problem is :
" Hey , where is your son now ? My son is in US/UK ."
" Hey , where is your brother now ? "
" Hey , so where is your boyfriend ? "
" Why cant he go to US ? "
" Oh , he has never been there ? I been in 3 countries "
" You dont know man , the blondes! Oh , i love Europe "
Another reason , is .., any guesses ?
Ha ha , you got it .Its her !
She is in Europe and loves the place . I am not blaming her , its just the difference in perception . I want to be near to her , and is worried whether i would lose her if we continue this long distance thing for a long time . But if i force her to come back here , she wont be happy . So whats the option left ? She might end up getting a job there , and why would her parents have to think about me then ?
The 'US Mappilai' is available for plenty .
When i think about it , if i really try , i would get a PR . But then , what for ? Work experience ? When it comes to computer engineering , i dont think there is anything much for me to 'experience' in there . Everything there is outsourced here.
How about my movie dreams ? People say that i can still do a course or something there. But , i already have good connections in here , and when it comes to movie industry, contacts are the most important thing .
How about my family ? Do i really want to leave them and live there ?
And all this for what ?
Yes , i love Europe and America , i love football , the snowfall , the culture . But , i just want see all that , i dont want to live there .
If i am a little patient , i am sure i would get a chance to travel . But i am getting impatient .
Why is this happening to me ? Why cant i believe in what i want , and just be patient ?
Am i doing a wrong thing by staying back here ? I am not sure , but i feel this is the right thing . This girl i am speaking about is sensible , and would understand me . But still , certain things confuse me .
What you guys say ? Should i follow what the society is asking me to do or should i follow what my heart says ?
What is more important ? Your dreams or your love ?
Would i be doing a mistake by following what my heart says ? and more importantly , what is the meaning of ,
"Its your call buddy" ???
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